I Got Attached Too Fast

I don't understand why this happens all the time. Any guy I get interested in, I put all my feelings into it and then I get kicked in the butt. It's so unfair. I don't know if God is trying to tell me that I'm better off alone or if he actually has someone out there waiting for me because I honestly don't know if anyone is actually out there for me. I've never experienced that "first love" every teenager I know goes through and it makes me really sad. I don't understand where these girls went right and I went wrong. These guys my friends date seem to be really interested in them, but how come none will be interested in me? These guys take them out on dates, buy them flowers, and are always there for them, but I can never get that. I feel like a loser. A dateless loser.
meh.

Boho Chic

This is my first time making a collage of clothes that I like. These are from Forever 21. It's such a cute boho chic look. I wanted to add more accessories, but I couldn't. Oh well, here it is!

www.forever21.com
I'm pretty sure we all are well-acquainted with this webby

kendall

Inspiration by Khloé Kardashian-Odom

So here I am, watching Khloé & Lamar, and they are talking about Khloé's weight. I find it utterly ridiculous. There is absolutely NOTHING wrong with Khloé. Like, I can't believe people do not see how this is affecting her and I can totally relate to where she's coming from. Khloé is not so called "fat", she's not "plus-sized"; She's curvy and I admire that because I don't have anyone to look up to besides her. My whole family is curvy because of our island blood, and I have struggled myself with my weight because I wanted to look like the skinny girls in my grade. I had to realize that I couldn't. I had to think of myself as more beautiful because I looked more like a woman. So, I admire Khloé. If she ever reads this, know that a 17 year old living in Georgia knows your pain and heartache, and that you're beautiful just the way you are.

Becoming Organized (before college)

So, I'm finishing up my junior year in high school. Success! The hardest year is almost over, and I cannot believed I survived. Through the tears, the grades, and the drama I think I've been pretty successful. One problem. I'm still an organized mess, which is basically a disorganized person in denial. I would walk through my room and there would be piles of clothes everywhere and I wouldn't care, but one day something changed. I hated the clutter. I couldn't think in it. My mind would be all over the place. As my mother likes to call it, "my chi was out of place". I agreed. It was time to do something about it. I started with my desk, the place I do my homework, then to my closet, and then to the actual room itself. It took at least 4 hours to finish the whole thing. I'm pretty proud of myself because I know that I'm finally capable of cleaning my own room without my mother harping down my back. I think I'm ready for college and my mother won't have to worry about me. (psh) I wonder how long I can keep it clean?

BEFORE


AFTER


♥
kendall

A best friend can tell you things you don’t want to tell yourself.

I think it's pretty safe to say that this girl and I will be best friends until the day we die. She's always there. The one person who won't tell my secrets, but will tell me I'm being selfish (even when I don't want to believe that I am). She'll tell me if a dress looks fat on me, or when I'm down she'll cheer me up with her extreme lame equestrian self. She's the complete opposite of me (our Myers Briggs are so opposite. I'm an ENTJ while she's an ISFP…weird, huh?)

Anyway. I love this girl to death.
And this is a decent picture of both of us

<3
Kendall

May Day!

I cannot believe that I am doing this once again! I have made several blogs and they have all failed tremendously, yet I keep hope in finding that ONE blog of mine will be as successful as I think it will be. With that being said welcome to "LE FROC" est. May 1, 2011.

Peace and Blessings
Kendall